shakti pain 🍂

deep sadness engulfs me

not for me

for it all

.

the innocence lost

the dreams shattered

the tears cried

.

the friends

that never came

.

the family that never

listened

.

the ex lover

promising the world

from behind a screen

.

the ex husband

intent on destruction

.

all the real women

so easily forgotten

.

their kind,

sensitive

children

left behind

.

the lack of time

the lack of faith

the lack of trust

.

.

fake positivity

eating me alive

.

lies surrounding me

masked as care

seeping into my veins

.

the confusion

haunting me

.

keeping me awake

at nights

.

the hurt swallows me whole

the fear tramples on top of me

.

my weaknesses

all our weaknesses

are all i see

.

so apparent now

so delicate now

so lost now

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